Longing

Rachel has posted something quite simple, yet quite moving in her May 27th post at rachel.nu. It’s about longing.

“I want to be the first person that someone sees when they walk into a room. I want someone to kiss me on the cheek when they leave me to go talk to someone at the other end of the party. I want someone to hold my hand simply because they are happy to be with me. I want someone to feel lucky to have me in their life. I want to feel that someone loves me just by looking into their eyes. I want someone to want to hold me. I want someone to crave my touch. […]”

And hells yes. I think everyone of us have been there. Granted, change a few pronouns around and what not, but I definitly connect with what she’s saying. I have the problem that once I get to that point, I become paranoid and I generally end up ruining it anyway. So is my life.